THIS is the Day-
Last night I was feverishly getting ready for today's run. "Practically giddy" was my Facebook status- I think it was the impending run, and NOT my late night latte- but you can never be sure-
It's almost like the house goes into 'nesting' mode-
Lunches packed-
Floor swept and mopped-
Clothes picked out-
Backpacks ready-
As if he didn't already know, I whisper to my honey Ryan,
"Tomorrow's my long run..."
Don't know what it was I was hoping he'd say, but it didn't even cross my mind he'd ask:
"what time do you start?"
*****OK who told on me!?
I thought we had a deal people-
Hubby is NOT to know the scary details of my training-
Like when my brother-in-law outed me about a dog biting me-(no blood and gore, just tore a hole in the side of my running pants)
OR when someone else started talking about us girls running on the highway-
OR what time I start my long runs in the morning-
So shhhhhhhhh
*************
"3:45" was my sheepish reply.
And then I got SHUT DOWN-
So here I was-
9 miles on my plate-
Was I really supposed to run them in front of God and everybody, during the day?
Guess so-
Dropped the kids off-
Picked up a coffee with Jen-
There was no more putting it off- the run must be done!
I decided to do a run I'd been saving- a run my brother-in-law 'Marathon Mike' had suggested-
College-Hood Mesa, this most amazing new stretch of road that seems to go on and on forever. It starts off innocently enough-
Then a steep 3 mile ascent.
As I crested the hill at mile 3 I got choked up-
What is it about running that makes me so emotional?
I was thinking about a conversation I'd had the night before with a friend- a conversation about being satisfied and happy each and every day- OK- so the convo didn't go exactly like that- It went more like this:
Be happy with who you are TODAY- 10 years from now this might be your skinny picture-
I always say that because it happened to me.
I have this photo of me holding Kate- I distinctly remember the day it was taken- I remember getting dressed and telling myself if I just lost 10 more lbs I'd be happy-
10 years and 40 lbs later I've promised never to say that again.
"This is the day that the Lord has made- let us rejoice and be glad in it."
THIS day-
Not 10 years ago-
Not 5 years down the road-
THIS day-
I got choked up because today I was happy- not because of how much I weighed-
Because for the first time it wasn't about that-
I think I'm a wogging/runner!
*gasp*
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It's almost like the house goes into 'nesting' mode-
Lunches packed-
Floor swept and mopped-
Clothes picked out-
Backpacks ready-
As if he didn't already know, I whisper to my honey Ryan,
"Tomorrow's my long run..."
Don't know what it was I was hoping he'd say, but it didn't even cross my mind he'd ask:
"what time do you start?"
*****OK who told on me!?
I thought we had a deal people-
Hubby is NOT to know the scary details of my training-
Like when my brother-in-law outed me about a dog biting me-(no blood and gore, just tore a hole in the side of my running pants)
OR when someone else started talking about us girls running on the highway-
OR what time I start my long runs in the morning-
So shhhhhhhhh
*************
"3:45" was my sheepish reply.
And then I got SHUT DOWN-
So here I was-
9 miles on my plate-
Was I really supposed to run them in front of God and everybody, during the day?
Guess so-
Dropped the kids off-
Picked up a coffee with Jen-
There was no more putting it off- the run must be done!
I decided to do a run I'd been saving- a run my brother-in-law 'Marathon Mike' had suggested-
College-Hood Mesa, this most amazing new stretch of road that seems to go on and on forever. It starts off innocently enough-
Then a steep 3 mile ascent.
As I crested the hill at mile 3 I got choked up-
What is it about running that makes me so emotional?
I was thinking about a conversation I'd had the night before with a friend- a conversation about being satisfied and happy each and every day- OK- so the convo didn't go exactly like that- It went more like this:
Be happy with who you are TODAY- 10 years from now this might be your skinny picture-
I always say that because it happened to me.
I have this photo of me holding Kate- I distinctly remember the day it was taken- I remember getting dressed and telling myself if I just lost 10 more lbs I'd be happy-
10 years and 40 lbs later I've promised never to say that again.
"This is the day that the Lord has made- let us rejoice and be glad in it."
THIS day-
Not 10 years ago-
Not 5 years down the road-
THIS day-
I got choked up because today I was happy- not because of how much I weighed-
Because for the first time it wasn't about that-
I think I'm a wogging/runner!
*gasp*
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
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